The betrayal of her touch lived in me sharper than the rest because while Franklin hurting me was familiar, her helping him never felt normal. They pushed me down while Marcus opened the fireplace tool stand and pulled out the decorative iron with our last name worked into the metal.
“Please, I am begging you not to do this,” I said as Franklin set the iron across the fireplace grate where the embers still glowed.
My mother’s breath touched my ear as she smelled like rose lotion and whispered that if I would only submit, they would not have to do this. Marcus knelt to stoke the flames until orange light licked across his face, making him look almost happy about the task.
I fought with everything I had, but my mother slapped me across the mouth to stun me before she forced my arms back behind me. Franklin used an extension cord from the closet to tie my wrists together so tight that my hands started to tingle and lose feeling.
My mother pushed me down over the arm of the couch while she set her phone on the mantel to angle the camera toward us. “I am documenting this correction for our records,” she said while the metal hissed as it was lifted from the fire.
I knew before Franklin even turned around with the glowing iron in his hand that nobody in that house was coming to save me.
Pain changed the world into fragments of couch fabric against my cheek and Franklin breathing through his nose like he was lifting something heavy. My own voice ripped out of me in a way I did not recognize as the wet sound of metal touching skin filled the silent room.
The first burn took me out of my body until I felt like I was floating near the ceiling fan watching a girl with my hair kick against the furniture. Franklin lifted the iron and my mother told me to hold still in the same tone she used when we were at the grocery store.
“She will blur the edges of the name if she keeps moving like that,” my mother said as if we were discussing something as simple as cake frosting.
I sobbed and promised to do whatever they wanted because pain strips all the pride off of a person in a matter of seconds. Franklin told me that was what rebellion always said after the lesson started and then pressed the glowing iron into my skin for a second time.