It was aimed at both of us.

I could not sleep that night. Something felt wrong. At two in the morning, I got out of bed and went downstairs.

That was when I smelled the smoke.

A few days had passed since Brian came home from the hospital. He was still recovering, still moving slowly, still in pain.

But he was home.

And I thought we were safe.

I was wrong.

That night, I lay in bed staring at the ceiling. My mind would not stop racing. I kept thinking about Dennis. About the ladder. About what Detective Walsh had said, about how Dennis was still out there, free, unpunished. I tried to close my eyes. I tried to tell myself that everything was fine, that the cameras would catch him if he tried anything, that the new locks would keep us safe.

But I could not shake the feeling that something bad was about to happen.

At 2:00 in the morning, I gave up trying to sleep. I got out of bed and went downstairs to the kitchen. I poured myself a glass of water and stood by the sink, looking out the window at the dark fields.

And that was when I smelled it.

Smoke.

Faint at first, but unmistakable.

I set the glass down and walked to the window.

And then I saw it.

A glow, orange and flickering, coming from the barn.

Fire.

The barn was on fire.

And Brian was in there.

I had converted the loft above the barn into a small living space for Brian. It was quiet, private, a place where he could rest without feeling like he was in the way. He had gone to bed a few hours earlier, exhausted from the day’s work.

“Brian,” I shouted, even though I knew he could not hear me from inside the house.

I ran.

I did not even think.

I just ran.

Out the back door. Across the yard. Toward the barn.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket as I ran and dialed 911.

“911, what is your emergency?”

“Fire,” I shouted. “My barn is on fire. Someone is inside. We are at Patterson Farm, Route 12.”

“Fire department is on the way,” the operator said. “Stay outside. Do not go in.”

But I could not stay outside.

Brian was in there.

When I reached the barn, I grabbed the door handle and pulled.

It did not move.

I pulled harder.

Still nothing.

The door was stuck.

No.

Not stuck.

Blocked.

Something had been wedged against it from the outside.

I could see smoke seeping through the cracks around the door. I could hear the roar of the flames inside.

“Brian!” I screamed. “Brian, can you hear me?”

No answer.