Over the next few days, I tried to take his mind off everything. I told him stories about Brenda that I had never told anyone before. Stories about the early days of our marriage, about the time she tried to learn how to ride a horse and fell off three times in one afternoon, about the way she used to sing old country songs in the kitchen while she cooked dinner, even though she could not carry a tune to save her life.
Brian listened to every word. Sometimes he smiled. Sometimes his eyes filled with tears. And I realized that in some small way, I was giving him the mother he had never had. The memories. The stories. The proof that she had been real, that she had been loved.
One evening, Brian asked me a question I had been dreading.
“What if Dennis tries again?” he said.
I did not hesitate.
“Then I will be ready.”
“How?”
“I have been installing more cameras,” I said. “Better locks. Motion sensor lights. I am not going to let him hurt you again.”
Brian was quiet for a moment.
Then he said, “I am not afraid for me. I am afraid for you.”
I looked at him, surprised.
“For me?”
“Yes,” he said. “Dennis is not just angry at me. He is angry at you too, for choosing me, for bringing me into the family. What if he does something to you?”
“No, he would not,” I said.
But even as I said it, I was not sure I believed it.
Two weeks passed slowly.
And finally, Dr. Stevens said Brian was ready to go home.
I drove him back to the farm in my truck. He moved carefully, wincing every time we hit a bump in the road. But he did not complain. He just stared out the window at the fields, the barn, the house.
“Home,” he said softly.
“Yes,” I said. “Home.”
When we pulled into the driveway, Brian looked around and noticed the changes. The new cameras mounted on the barn and the house. The motion sensor lights above the doors. The new locks on every entrance.
“You know, you were serious,” he said.
“I told you I was on your side.”
That night, after Brian went to bed, I walked through the house one more time. I checked every lock, every window, every door. I made sure the cameras were working. I made sure the lights were on.
And then I went to bed.
But I did not sleep.
I just lay there staring at the ceiling, listening for sounds, waiting for something to go wrong.
But nothing happened.
The house was quiet. Peaceful. Safe.
For now.
But I was wrong.
Dennis’s next plan was not aimed at just Brian.