“All right,” he said slowly. “Well, call me if you need anything.”
“I will.”
He hung up without saying goodbye.
I stood there for a moment, staring at my phone. I hated lying to him, but I did not know what else to do. How could I explain that I was driving five hours to meet a man I had never heard of until yesterday? How could I tell him that his mother had kept a secret from both of us for nearly forty years?
I could not.
Not yet.
I grabbed my keys and walked out to my old pickup truck. It was the same truck I had been driving for fifteen years. The paint was faded. The seats were worn.
But it still ran.
And that was all I needed.
I climbed in, started the engine, and pulled out of the driveway. The sun was just beginning to rise over the fields. The sky was pale and clear.
It was going to be a long day.
For the first hour, I did not think about anything. I just drove. I watched the farms roll by, the open fields, the silos and barns scattered across the landscape. It was peaceful. Quiet. The kind of quiet that made you forget the world existed beyond the next mile marker.
But then the thoughts started creeping in.
What was I going to say to Brian?
How do you walk up to a stranger and tell him his mother loved him? How do you explain that she spent forty years watching over him from a distance, too afraid to reach out, too ashamed to tell the truth?
And what if he did not believe me?
What if he thought I was lying?
What if he slammed the door in my face and told me to leave him alone?
Or worse, what if he believed me but did not care?
What if he looked at me with those tired eyes and said, It is too late. She is gone. There is nothing left to fix.
I gripped the steering wheel tighter.
My hands were shaking.
Maybe this was a mistake.
Maybe I should turn around.
Maybe I should go home and forget I ever opened that shed.
But I could not.
I had made a promise.
To Brenda. To Brian. To myself.
I kept driving.
By the time I reached Millbrook, it was almost noon. The town was smaller than I expected. One main street. A few shops. A diner. A gas station. And at the far end of the street, tucked between an old hardware store and a vacant lot, was a small workshop with a hand-painted sign that read Brian’s Woodworks.