The searing pain kept me awake all night.

Over and over, my mind screamed the same thought:

I needed to leave. I needed to live with Aunt Lisa.

If only…

I wasn’t their child.

If only…

I could be hers.

At least with Aunt Lisa, I’d get a hot meal. I’d be allowed to see a doctor.

From the other room, their snores rose—deep and satisfied, as if torturing me was their nightly entertainment.

That night, a dark thought coiled around me like a snake:

If my family no longer existed… maybe Aunt Lisa could finally take me away.

By dawn, that thought consumed me.

When I saw the rice I had washed over and over, the idea reached its peak.

I told myself:

Mom always taught me—save every penny, never waste anything.

Throwing away this whole pot of rice would be such a waste…