My mom kept saying that none of this was anyone’s business, that family matters should be kept quiet, that dredging up the past would destroy what little they had left. She insisted the tests were wrong, that James was confused, that Maria was exaggerating. Her voice kept rising and cracking, betraying her.
Laura sat heavily on the sofa, her face ashen. I realized she was shaking. She finally spoke, her words coming out like they had been trapped for months. She said that she had felt crazy for so long, doubting her own perceptions, letting Mom talk her into staying in a marriage that was slowly crushing her. She admitted that she and her husband had been living separately for six months, that she had a studio apartment in Denver where she slept most nights, surrounded by half-unpacked boxes and takeout containers.
She said that every time she thought about filing for divorce, Mom had told her that no one would ever respect a woman who left her marriage without a dramatic reason. She said that Dad had reminded her that his name opened doors in their community and that she would lose those privileges if she made him look bad. So she kept putting on the dress, painting on the smile, showing up to events with a man she no longer trusted, all to keep the illusion intact.
There it was again, that word. Illusion. This whole house was built on it.
As they spoke, Lily’s tablet kept streaming. I could see the viewer count climbing into new territory. One thousand eight hundred. One thousand nine hundred fifty. Two thousand. The comments were flying so fast I could hardly read them. Parents expressing outrage, neighbors recognizing my parents’ voices, strangers saying that this was exactly why keeping up appearances at all costs poisoned families.
Then a new notification popped up at the top of the chat. It was from the principal’s account. The message said that the school would be following up with Lily’s family privately to make sure she was safe and supported, and that they were deeply concerned by what they were witnessing.