“You need to leave,” I said, my voice getting quieter in the way it did when I was most serious on the field.
My father surged to his feet and told me to watch my mouth, but I didn’t blink as I told him to watch his instead. I opened the front door and told them that they didn’t get to pitch a bar funded by my husband’s life in this house. I told my father he didn’t get to talk about legacy when he couldn’t even stand by a graveside.
“If you refuse to help your brother,” my father shouted, “then you are no daughter of mine.”
I looked him in the eye and told him that in that case, he should understand I had become an orphan two weeks ago. They filed out one by one, with Tyler muttering insults and my mother clutching her purse in indignation. I shut the door and turned the deadbolt, feeling the adrenaline drain out of me as I slid to the floor in the silence.
Part 4
I lasted forty two minutes before I picked up my phone to call the only person left in that family who mattered. I remembered my Uncle Silas, my father’s younger brother, who had been the only one to actually show up at the funeral. He had hugged me after the service and said he was sorry in a voice that was rough enough to be true.
I called him, and the minute he answered, the brave front I had been putting up finally gave way. I told him about the empty chairs, the Hawaii photos, and the demand for money to fund Tyler’s new sports bar. Silas didn’t interrupt or defend them, and when I was done, he told me my father should be ashamed of himself.
“You did nothing wrong,” Silas said firmly, his old Marine tone cutting through the fog in my head.
He told me that the selfishness in them didn’t start today and that I needed to stop calling their sickness my burden. He said he was coming over right away, and three hours later, his dusty pickup truck pulled into my driveway. He walked in carrying a stockpot of homemade chicken soup and a six pack of beer.
We sat at the kitchen table while the soup warmed, and he handed me a cold beer without making a big ceremony out of it. Silas started talking about my father, explaining that Paul always cared more about looking right than actually being right. He said that my father collected appearances and called it character, while Tyler had been raised to think he could do no wrong.