Maybe he wanted to fix their marriage, or maybe he just wanted to see if there was still anything left worth saving between them. The moment he turned off the engine in front of the house in Silver Ridge, he felt a strange emptiness in his chest.
Everything was dark and there was not a single light on in the windows. No glow from the television reached the street, and Brianna’s SUV was missing from the driveway.
The garage door stood open like a forgotten mouth while Austin sat still in the driver’s seat with his hands resting on the steering wheel. He tried to convince himself it meant nothing, perhaps a late pharmacy run or an unexpected visit to a friend.
Any explanation would do until he stepped out of the car and felt the heavy silence of the house like a warning. He walked inside without turning on the lights, hearing every step sound too loud on the hardwood floors.
Every shadow seemed to watch him as he pulled out his phone and called her from the hallway. Brianna answered on the second ring, her voice sounding low and thick like someone wrapped in warm sheets.
“Hello,” she said softly. Austin closed his eyes and asked if he had woken her up.
“I was asleep, Austin. I was just about to drift off again,” she murmured into the phone.
Austin clenched his jaw as he stood at the bedroom door and saw the bed was completely untouched. The pillows were perfect and Brianna’s side of the bed was as cold as stone.
“I just wanted to hear your voice,” he said with a calm he did not feel. “I am going to sleep now and I will be back on Sunday.”
“Oh, okay. I love you,” Brianna replied before he hung up the phone without answering her.
He stood there in the middle of the empty room holding his phone as if it weighed a ton. The lie had not been clumsy because it was clean, natural, and almost elegant in its execution.
That was what hurt the most, not just that she was gone, but how easily she could lie to his face. He sat on the edge of the stairs and ran a hand over his face while the pieces started to fall into place.
He thought about the late work dinners and the showers she took as soon as she got home while avoiding his eyes. He remembered the laughs at messages that disappeared when he walked in and the sudden distance between them.