Fourteen months. That number echoed through my head, providing a timeline for every missed dinner and every cold shoulder I had endured.
It explained the anniversary trip to Maui where he arrived two days late and the sudden surge in ’emergency’ board meetings in the middle of the night. It explained why he had skipped my father’s final chemotherapy session, claiming he was buried under the pressure of a new merger.
“Diane.” My aunt Bridget appeared at my elbow, smelling of Chanel and a quiet fury that was far more intimidating than my own. She was a small woman who had spent the last forty years managing difficult men and impossible situations with a steady hand.
“The service is going to start in two minutes,” she said in a low, commanding voice. “Sit down, and we will handle this mess properly once we are through.”
“There is no seat for me,” I said, my brain fixating on that one minor detail because the larger picture was too much to handle. “My seat is right there, where she is sitting.”
Bridget looked at Miles and then at Audrey, her expression turning as cold as the marble beneath our feet. “Then they can both go find a seat in the basement,” she whispered fiercely.
She guided me into the row directly behind them because the Bishop was stepping toward the altar and three hundred guests were turning their heads. My knees felt like they were made of water, so I sank into the wooden pew and stared at the back of my husband’s head.
I could see the familiar shimmer of my own dress against the spine of the woman he had chosen to replace me with. The service began, and Bishop Montgomery spoke about my father’s incredible heart and the legacy of truth he had left behind.
I heard the words, but they didn’t register, because I was too busy staring at the crystals on Audrey’s neck. My father would have been absolutely livid if he could see this circus unfolding in the front row of his final farewell.
Harrison Parker had valued loyalty above all else, and he had always been a man who could spot a fraud from a mile away. When Miles asked for my hand in marriage, my father took him out on the bay in a storm just to see if he would panic when things got rough.