Rain began falling the moment the coffin was lowered into the soil. It felt as if the sky itself had chosen to mourn Erin Miles, the woman Gregory Miles had loved for nearly three decades. Or the woman he believed he had loved. Gregory stood beside the grave, unmoving, letting cold rain soak through his coat and trickle down his face, mixing with tears he did not bother to hide.
A crowd surrounded him. Business partners, distant relatives, local politicians, and curious onlookers all came to witness the farewell of the wife of one of the wealthiest men in the county. Gregory knew most of them were not here for Erin. They were here to see him. To watch the man who owned half the industrial parks in the region bury his wife.
“Sir, the car is ready,” said his driver, Walter, touching his elbow gently.
Gregory nodded but did not move immediately. He stared at the fresh mound of earth and the white flowers Erin used to adore. He tried to remember her face as she had been before illness hollowed her cheeks and dulled her bright laugh. Strangely, the memory refused to settle clearly. The last years had been filled with hospitals, exhaustion, and silence. He wondered when love had quietly turned into duty.
People came and went, shaking his hand, whispering condolences. Gregory responded mechanically, hearing nothing. Only one thought pulsed in his mind. He was alone. Completely alone. They had no children.
Doctors had told them early in marriage that Erin could not bear children. They tried specialists and treatments. They traveled across states chasing hope. Nothing worked. Gregory had eventually accepted it. Erin never did. He sometimes believed her illness grew from sorrow and unfulfilled longing.
“It is time,” Walter repeated softly.
Gregory finally turned and walked toward the exit, his steps slow and heavy. Rain thickened, soaking his coat, turning the ground to mud. Nothing mattered except the emptiness ahead.
Near the cemetery gate, beneath a rusted shelter, an old woman sat hunched in a dark coat. Gregory recognized the type. People who waited near funerals where grief loosened generosity. He reached into his pocket, pulled several large bills from his wallet, and placed them in her hand.
“Please remember Erin Miles in your prayers,” he said hoarsely.