I picked up his phone slowly, entering the passcode that had always been our anniversary date, and the screen unlocked immediately before filling with a conversation that felt like stepping into a truth my life had been quietly hiding from me.
“Allison: Two more weeks and you are all mine.”
“Colin: Don’t say that.”
“Allison: You don’t want it to be true.”
“Colin: You know I do.”
“Allison: Then why are you marrying her.”
“Colin: Because she is stable and safe and that is what people expect.”
“Allison: Can you really marry the stable girl.”
“Colin: She is sweet but she is not you.”
“Allison: Last night proved it.”
“Colin: Last night was a mistake.”
“Allison: Was it.”
“Colin: But God what a mistake.”
Five years of memories collapsed quietly inside my chest as I stared at the glowing screen, remembering the holidays and grocery lists and Sunday mornings we had built together while realizing that every small moment I once dismissed had actually been warning signs I never wanted to see.
The apartment door opened behind me and Colin walked into the kitchen carrying grocery bags with a proud grin, saying cheerfully, “Audrey you will not believe the deal I found on those champagne bottles,” but the moment he noticed the phone in my hand and the expression on my face his smile vanished like someone had switched off a light.
I turned the screen toward him and asked quietly, “Were you with Allison last night,” and the silence that followed answered the question before his lips even tried to form a defense.
He stepped forward with shaking hands and said quickly, “It meant nothing Audrey, it was a stupid moment and I had too much to drink,” yet his voice carried more panic about consequences than regret about betrayal.
“What about this message where she says you will be hers in two weeks,” I asked while holding his gaze, and he rubbed his forehead before blurting out words that cracked something deeper inside me.
“Please do not ruin the wedding,” he said desperately, adding that the guests had already booked flights and his parents were stressed and the venue was paid for, then he whispered, “Just get through the ceremony and we can deal with everything later.”