My heart filled with a mixture of anger, fear, and confusion. Still I did not confront him immediately because I wanted to know the truth first. That night I wrapped a light shawl around my shoulders and left our one month old baby with my mother Evelyn Harper, who had been staying with us for several days to help after the birth. I whispered that I needed to step outside for a moment and asked her to watch the baby.
Then I quietly followed Tyler into the dark street. The neighborhood was silent except for the distant hum of traffic. Streetlights cast long shadows across the sidewalk as he walked quickly ahead of me. I stayed several yards behind him while my heart pounded loudly in my chest.
Instead of walking toward the main road he turned down a small residential lane and stopped in front of a modest house that belonged to his mother, Dorothy Bennett. She lived only a few houses away in the same Chicago neighborhood. I quickly hid behind a large tree near the sidewalk and watched carefully. The door opened slowly and my mother in law stepped outside.
Dorothy looked extremely weak. Her face was pale and her hair was messy as if she had not slept for days. Tyler handed her the tote bag filled with milk. They spoke quietly for a moment and then went inside.
I stood frozen in the cold night air. All those nights he had been secretly giving my breast milk to his mother. I did not understand why.
Curiosity and anxiety pushed me closer. I moved quietly toward the house and looked through a small gap in the half open front door. What I saw inside made my entire body tremble.
Sitting on a couch in the corner of the living room was my sister in law Laura Bennett, the wife of Tyler’s older brother. In her arms she held a tiny newborn baby whose face was red from crying. The sound of the infant’s hungry cries filled the quiet room. Laura looked exhausted and weak with deep dark circles under her eyes.
Dorothy quickly warmed the milk that Tyler had brought and filled a baby bottle before handing it to Laura. The moment the bottle touched the baby’s lips the little child began drinking desperately. Gradually the crying stopped and the room became peaceful.