She dusted the bookshelves. She wiped the window. She cleaned the surface of the desk in long, careful strokes, moving around the closed laptop and the neat stack of papers.
Then she turned to the wall of photographs.
She had cleaned those frames before, 2 weeks earlier on her first Thursday. She worked along the row, lifting each frame, wiping the glass, replacing it exactly.
She reached the photograph of the 3 teenagers.
She lifted it off the wall.
She wiped the glass.
She was about to put it back when her eye caught the writing on the side of the frame. Not on the back as she had thought before, but along the inner edge where the photograph had slipped very slightly to 1 side within the frame, revealing a narrow strip of the back of the photograph.
Faded pencil.
3 names in a line.
She tilted the frame to read them.
Benjamin. Simon. Victoria.
She went very still.
She looked at the photograph through the clean glass. The girl on the right was slightly turned, laughing, hair loosely tied.
Rebecca looked at that face and the world became very, very quiet.
She had grown up looking at her mother’s face. She had a photograph of her own, smaller and different, her mother older in it than this, but the face was the same face: the eyes, the cheekbones, the way the smile reached all the way up.
Victoria.
Her mother’s name, written in pencil on the back of a photograph hanging on the wall of the house where she worked.
Her mother, young and laughing and alive, standing between 2 boys, 1 of whom was called Simon, and the other, the one in the middle, straight-backed, self-contained, even then.
She looked at the boy in the middle. She looked at his jaw, his eyes, the way he stood.
She looked up at the room around her: the desk, the bookshelves, the chair, the house she had come to know over the past 3 weeks. The man she saw every morning. The man whose face she had looked at in that black-framed photograph on the wall and felt that pull she could not explain.
The man named Caleb, whose first name she had never thought to ask, whose first name Grace had mentioned to her exactly once months ago in the easy way people mention things that seem unimportant.
“Oh, his name is Simon. Simon Caleb. But everyone calls him Mr. Caleb.”
She had not remembered it until that moment.
Simon.
She looked at the photograph in her hands.
Benjamin. Simon. Victoria.
Her mother.