The next day I made something different, choosing crispy croquettes because most children enjoy them without hesitation. Chloe sat the same way, moved the food slightly, and repeated the same words that would soon echo in my thoughts.
“I’m sorry, Mommy, I’m not hungry.”
By the end of the week, I had tried everything I could think of with growing concern. I cooked soups, rice dishes, pasta, sandwiches, and small treats shaped like stars, but every plate came back almost untouched.
The only thing she consistently accepted was a glass of milk in the morning. Even then, she drank it slowly with visible tension, like she was completing a task instead of enjoying a meal.
I knew it was not normal, even when I tried to convince myself otherwise. Chloe was too thin for her age, not naturally slender but fragile in a way that made my chest tighten whenever I helped her change clothes.
There were other signs that seemed small alone but formed something darker together. She flinched if I moved too quickly near the table, and she always studied my face before touching any food.
One afternoon, I found a dinner roll wrapped in a napkin hidden inside her cardigan pocket. I stood there holding it for a long time, unable to understand why a child would hide bread.
That night I placed it on the coffee table in front of Scott while he worked on his laptop. “I found this in Chloe’s pocket,” I said carefully. “She is hiding food.”
He sighed and rubbed his face with clear exhaustion. “She does strange things sometimes because she has been through a lot of changes.”
“This is more than stress,” I replied, trying to stay calm while my worry grew. “She barely eats and looks scared every time she sits at the table.”
“She will get used to it,” he said with a tone that sounded rehearsed.
“What do you mean it was worse before?” I asked when he mentioned her past briefly.
He hesitated before answering. “Her mother was strict, and Chloe struggled with routines there too.”
I should have pushed further at that moment, but I did not. I told myself that I needed patience and that I was stepping into a complicated past I did not fully understand.
So I waited and watched, hoping things would improve with time. I made the kitchen feel warmer and let her help me cook, and during those moments she seemed almost like any other child.