I went downstairs, put on my boots, and stepped outside. The morning air was cool and crisp. The fields were quiet. The only sound was the wind rustling through the tall grass.
I walked slowly across the yard toward the shed. Each step felt heavier than the last. My heart was pounding in my chest. My hands were sweating. I told myself I could turn back. I could leave the key on the kitchen counter and forget about it. I could keep my promise to Brenda even now, even after she was gone.
But I could not.
I reached the shed and stood in front of the door. It was old. The wood was cracked and faded. The lock was rusted. I wondered how long it had been since anyone had opened it. Ten years. Twenty. Maybe longer.
I lifted the key and held it in front of the lock. My hand was shaking so badly I almost dropped it.
Promise me, Paul.
I could still hear her voice, clear as day, like she was standing right behind me.
Promise me you will never go in there.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
“I am sorry, Brenda,” I whispered. “I am so sorry, but I have to know.”
I slid the key into the lock.
It fit perfectly.
I turned it slowly.
The lock clicked.
The sound echoed in the quiet morning air.
For a moment, I just stood there, my hand on the door handle, my heart racing. I thought about turning around. I thought about locking it again and walking away.
But I did not.
I pushed the door open.
The hinges creaked loudly. The sound made me flinch. Sunlight poured into the dark space, illuminating dust particles floating in the air. The smell hit me immediately. Old wood. Dirt. Something musty and forgotten.
I stepped inside slowly.
My eyes adjusted to the dim light.
Shelves lined the walls, covered in old gardening tools, pots, bags of soil, rusted shovels. Everything was coated in a thick layer of dust.
And then I saw it.
In the corner of the room, hidden behind a stack of old flower pots, was a wooden desk.
It was small, simple, the kind of desk someone might use for writing letters or keeping records.
But it did not belong here. Not in a garden shed. Not covered in dust like it had been forgotten for decades.
I walked toward it slowly. My boots crunched on the dirt floor. I reached out and touched the surface of the desk. My fingers left trails in the dust. There was a drawer at the front, a small brass handle.
I hesitated for just a moment.
And then I pulled it open.