Brian smiled.
“She sounds wonderful.”
“She was,” I said. “But she was also stubborn. Once she made up her mind about something, there was no changing it. And she was private. She kept things to herself. Like that shed. I never understood why she wanted me to stay away from it, but I trusted her, so I stayed away.”
“Do you wish she had told you?” Brian asked. “About me?”
I thought about that for a long time.
Did I wish she had told me?
Yes.
It would have saved us all a lot of pain.
But I also understood why she did not. She was scared. She was ashamed.
She thought I would judge her. She thought I would leave.
“I wish she had trusted me,” I said. “But I understand why she did not. And I do not blame her for it.”
Brian nodded slowly.
“I wish I could have met her.”
“So do I,” I said.
We sat in silence for a while, watching the sun disappear behind the trees. The air was cool and quiet. The only sound was the distant hum of crickets in the grass.
And for the first time in weeks, I felt at peace.
But that peace did not last long.
A few days later, I was in the barn with Brian, showing him how to feed the cattle. We were pouring grain into the troughs when I looked up and saw Dennis standing at the barn entrance.
He did not say anything.
He just stood there watching us.
“Dennis,” I said, straightening up. “Do you need something?”
He did not answer. He just stared at Brian for a long moment and then, without a word, he turned and walked away.
Brian looked at me, his face pale.
“He hates me,” he said quietly.
“He does not hate you,” I said.
But even as I said it, I was not sure I believed it anymore.
Over the next week, Dennis showed up three more times. Each time, he would stand at a distance and watch. And each time, he would leave without saying a word. It was like he was studying us. Waiting for something. Planning something.
And that was when I realized something that should have been obvious from the start.
I was starting to love Brian like he was my own son.
He was hardworking. Honest. Kind. He reminded me of Brenda in so many ways, the way he smiled, the way he tilted his head when he was thinking, the way he cared about things, about people, about doing the right thing.
And I realized that, in some strange way, Brenda had given me a second chance. A second son. A second opportunity to be a father.