“To smooth things over,” she said quickly. “You know how people talk. It could help you too. If someone important says you’re trustworthy.”
I felt something in me go cold and clear. “Mom,” I said, “do you hear yourself?”
“I’m trying to protect you,” she insisted.
“No,” I said. “You’re trying to protect your access. You’re trying to use Daniel like a tool and me like the handle.”
Her breathing hitched. “That’s not fair.”
“It’s true,” I replied. “And I’m done.”
My mother’s voice sharpened. “After everything we did at the wedding—”
“After everything you did at the wedding,” I corrected. “You don’t get credit for fixing damage you caused.”
A long silence.
Then her voice softened into something smaller. “I don’t know how to do this,” she admitted, and it sounded like fear instead of manipulation. “I don’t know how to be your mother if I can’t… manage things.”
I swallowed hard. It would’ve been easier if she stayed a villain. It was harder when she sounded human.
“Then learn,” I said. “Ask me how I’m doing without turning it into a strategy. Ask Clare what she needs without bargaining. Learn how to love without using.”
She whispered my name like it hurt. “I’m trying.”
“Try better,” I said, and ended the call before I could start rescuing her feelings.
That night, Clare came over unexpectedly, showing up at my door in jeans and a sweatshirt like she’d forgotten she was supposed to be a Wellington now.
Her eyes were tired. “Ethan and I fought,” she said immediately.
I stepped aside to let her in. “About what?”
“About you,” she admitted, voice thick. “About Daniel. About his parents. Ethan’s mom keeps talking about how the White House reception proves we’re ‘in the right circles.’ And Ethan keeps telling me to just smile and be grateful.”
Clare dropped onto my couch and pressed her palms to her eyes. “I don’t want to live like that,” she whispered. “I don’t want my marriage to be a career.”
I sat beside her. “What did you say to him?”“I told him I’m not a brand,” Clare said, voice shaking. “And he looked at me like I’d spoken a language he didn’t understand.”
My chest tightened with something protective and furious. “Do you love him?” I asked gently.
Clare nodded, tears leaking. “Yes. But love isn’t enough if he keeps choosing his mother’s approval over my dignity.”