Past the patio chairs. Past the clients. Past the woman from three houses down openly pretending to deadhead roses while not missing a single word. Past the front door where the anniversary wreath still hung like a joke nobody wanted to claim. I set Grandpa’s photograph carefully on the back seat, then turned once more before getting in.

My father looked older than he had yesterday.

My mother looked suddenly expensive in a sad way, like a store window after the lights go out.

Jace looked scared.

I should tell you that made me feel whole.

It didn’t.

What it made me feel was finished.

“There’s one more thing,” I said.

They all looked up.

“I’m not taking anything from you. I’m taking myself away from you. Learn the difference.”

Then I got into the Bugatti.

Helena slid behind the wheel, started the engine, and pulled away so smoothly it felt less like leaving than being released.

In the rearview mirror I watched the house shrink.

My father standing stiff on the lawn.

My mother with one hand over her mouth.

Jace still motionless.

The neighbors now fully visible on their porches because pretense has limits and scandal is the one thing suburbia enjoys honestly.

We turned at the end of the street.

The house disappeared.

I sat very still for the first few blocks.

Helena did not speak.

That is one of the reasons I trusted her. She understood the difference between companionship and intrusion.

At the first red light she glanced at me and said, “You all right?”

I thought about answering the simple way.

Instead I said, “I feel like I just amputated something rotten and I’m waiting to find out if phantom pain counts as grief.”

She considered that. “That’s unfortunately very well put.”

I looked out the window at Harborpoint sliding by—glass buildings, old brick storefronts, the harbor beyond them flashing silver in the late morning light.

“I used to think if I just stayed long enough,” I said, “they might love me in a way that had nothing to do with what I could fix.”

“And now?”

“Now I think I stayed long enough to confuse endurance with loyalty.”

Helena nodded once. “A common mistake among competent men raised by emotionally fraudulent people.”

“You have a way of making everything sound like part of a shareholder letter.”

“I run a company. It’s either this or interpretive dance.”

That got another unwilling laugh out of me.