After the service, we returned to her house, and I saw my mother already going through drawers and sorting jewelry into labeled bags, and when I asked what she was doing, she replied, “Organizing her things before the estate process,” as if it were normal to begin dividing a life before it had even been fully mourned.
Outside, her neighbor, Dorothy, approached me and said quietly, “Your grandmother talked about you every single day,” and then added with a serious tone, “She was smarter than all of them, remember that,” and at the time it sounded like a strange thing to say, but later I understood exactly what she meant.
Five days later, I called my father and asked directly, “Am I included in the will,” and he avoided the question, saying, “We will discuss it at the reading,” and then he hung up.
I called my brother, and he said, “I do not know all the details, but they will explain everything,” and although he did not lie, it was clear he was not telling me everything either.
That same day, I received a letter from a law firm I had never heard of, inviting me to the will reading and referring to a separate matter, and something about that letter made me feel like something had been set in motion long before I understood it.
The night before the reading, I remembered my grandmother telling me, “Whatever happens, you are taken care of,” and at the time I thought she meant emotionally, but I realized later that she meant something far more concrete.
The will reading took place at the office of Franklin Moore, my family’s long time attorney, in a conference room filled with people who all seemed to know more than I did. My father sat at the head of the table, my mother beside him, my brother next to his wife Olivia, and several relatives and acquaintances filled the rest of the seats.
In the corner sat a man I had never seen before, holding a brown envelope and observing quietly.
Franklin Moore began reading the will, and he distributed the house, the investment accounts, and the remaining assets between my father, my mother, and my brother, and when he finished, my name had not been mentioned once.
My mother turned toward me and said, “Do not look so surprised, you were always her least favorite, and you would have wasted it anyway,” and the room fell silent as everyone looked at me, waiting to see how I would react.