The woman he’d called a freeloader at Thanksgiving dinner, the woman his wife had called a leech, was the same woman who had built the intelligence package that kept him alive six weeks ago.
The satellite imagery he’d memorized before the breach? Hers.
The signals intercepts that told him when to move and when to hold? Hers.
The pattern-of-life analysis that meant he didn’t walk into an ambush at the rear entrance? Hers.
She’d been keeping him alive for three years. And he’d sat at her parents’ table and laughed when his wife called her a parasite.
Jake closed the file. He sat in the team room alone for 20 minutes. Then he went home, sat across from Amanda, and told her everything he was allowed to tell her, which wasn’t much, but it was enough.
“She’s not adjacent to what I do,” he said. “She’s above it. She runs the intelligence that my unit deploys on. The packages I study before every mission, the ones that tell me where to go, where the threats are, how to get in and out alive, those are hers. Her team builds them. She signs off on them.”
Amanda stared at him. Her arms were crossed. Her jaw was tight.
“Colonel O’Neal didn’t grab my arm because he was being dramatic,” Jake continued. “He grabbed my arm because I was insulting the person who makes his entire squadron effective, the person who makes it possible for me to come home to you and Mason after every deployment, and he couldn’t believe I was stupid enough to do it at her parents’ dinner table.”
Amanda uncrossed her arms. She pressed her fingers to her temples and closed her eyes.
“I called her a leech,” she whispered. “I called my sister a leech, and she’s the reason you come home alive.”
Jake didn’t respond. There was nothing to say.
Amanda didn’t sleep that night. She lay in bed staring at the ceiling fan turning slowly in the dark, and she went through it—not just Thanksgiving, all of it. Every backhanded comment. Every eye roll. Every time she’d introduced Amelia as technically in the Army. Every time she’d made Amelia’s silence into proof of Amelia’s irrelevance. Every time she’d needed her sister to be less so that she—Amanda, the cheerleader, the homecoming queen, the wife of a Delta operator—could feel like more.