Aria was nearing her due date. She'd called me sobbing. "Mom, my mother-in-law claims her back hurts and can't help during the confinement period. The baby is coming—can you please come help me?"
My husband had passed years ago. Aria was my entire world. Hearing her so isolated tore me apart.
I'd just finished processing my retirement. My own back—a severe lumbar strain—was flaring badly. The doctor had ordered strict rest.
But my daughter needed me. How could I refuse?
I bought the earliest overnight train ticket and rushed to her side.
That first month, I survived on three or four hours of sleep. Whenever the baby cried, I carried her to the living room, terrified of disturbing Aria and Jonathan's rest. I'd pace the floor until dawn.
By the time the baby slept, the sun was rising. Then came groceries and breakfast.
The days blurred into an endless cycle—housework, diapers, feedings, soothing a crying infant.
For an entire month, I didn't get a single night of uninterrupted sleep. My back pain was so excruciating I could barely stand straight.
But for my daughter's sake, I gritted my teeth and endured.
After Aria recovered from childbirth, I thought it was finally time to return to my own life.
But she clung to my hand, eyes wide and pleading.
"Mom, please, just a little longer. Jonathan is under so much pressure supporting us alone. I want to go back to work to help."
She sighed, putting on a pitiful expression. "Mrs. James isn't in good health, so I can't ask her. You're all we have, Mom. Please, just for a while."
Looking into my daughter's desperate eyes, my resolve crumbled. My heart softened, just as it always did.
That "little while" turned into three agonizing years.
I went from a retiree enjoying her golden years to this household's live-in servant. Grocery shopping, cooking, cleaning, childcare—my days began before dawn and ended long after dark. I didn't have a moment to breathe.
My entire pension vanished into this household's expenses. My health deteriorated along with my bank account.
Lately, the toll had become undeniable. Migraines plagued me daily, and my lower back throbbed so violently I couldn't sleep. Every time I turned over or took a step, it felt like needles driving into my nerves.
I assumed Aria had noticed. I thought the ginseng was her way of acknowledging my sacrifice, a gift to help me heal.
I never imagined it wasn't for me at all.