I did not lower my head. I only tightened my fingers around the stem of my wine glass until the crystal threatened to crack.
"You are really considerate," she said softly to him, her voice pitched low enough that only the three of us could hear.
He did not deny it.
The conversation around the table continued its measured flow, voices rising and falling like the tide against the harbor stones—as if this were nothing more than an ordinary gathering of blood and obligation.
I lowered my gaze to the plate before me, forcing my hands to maintain their steady rhythm. Cut. Lift. Chew. Swallow. Each motion deliberate, each breath controlled. The crystal chandeliers cast fractured light across the mahogany, and somewhere in the depths of the estate, a grandfather clock marked the seconds with merciless precision.
Soon.
The word settled in my chest like a loaded chamber.
I calculated in silence, letting the mathematics of escape scroll behind my eyes. Once I departed, this seat would naturally fall vacant—absorbed into the family's arrangement as though it had never existed at all. By then, they would no longer need to hide their whispers in shadowed corridors, no longer need to orchestrate their careful choreography of deception. This table, with its sterling silver and ancient crystal, had never truly reserved a place for me.
I had stopped playing the role of the one who was pushed along.
The version of Elena who had learned endurance, learned retreat, learned to trade silence for temporary peace—she had already been buried by my own hands, interred in the same cold earth as my illusions. The woman who sat here now believed in only one immutable truth: control had to remain in my own grasp.
Leaving was no longer an escape.
It was a plan.
Time. Route. Identity. Every thread had already been woven into place with surgical precision. Once the engagement ceremony concluded, I would disappear completely from the Ashford Crime Family's map—vanish like smoke through the fingers of men who believed they held everything. The waters south of the harbor lay outside every syndicate's shipping routes, beyond the reach of the Corleone enforcers and the Ashford soldiers alike. That abandoned island had once served as a transit point during the old smuggling era, now reduced to salt-weathered ruins and the ghosts of forgotten deals.