I lowered my eyes and remembered that at the family dinner, I forgot to use the serving fork to pick up food for him.
He simply stopped eating.
The thought of this made me laugh.
Love and not love are very clear.
I said bitterly, "Let's break up, Jason."
Although we had two children.
There was also a half-finished wedding.
But we didn't get a marriage certificate, so it couldn't be considered a divorce.
Jason thought I was jealous of Willow, "Aren't you tired of using these tricks all the time?"
"You know you can't threaten me with your children, so you start using the engagement to pressure me?"
Because of my excessive mood swings during pregnancy, the twin boy and girl were born with illnesses.
Two years ago, one was diagnosed with ALS, and a year ago, another was diagnosed with polio.
The hospital issued critical illness notices again and again.
I signed until I was numb.
But the two children were very obedient, which made me worry-free. They never cried in pain in front of me and even comforted me.
They envied other children for having fathers.
I kept calling Jason, just hoping that they could have their father with them.
But Jason...
Never been there once.
It turned out that he thought I was using my children to gain sympathy.
I found it ridiculous.
After all, we have known each other for over ten years, and he thought of me like this?
I wiped away my tears, unwilling to argue with him, "Whatever you think, I'm leaving."
Willow said, "Jason, I heard that you were planning to take the two children to see the sea. Do you break the promise to spend my birthday with me？ Melody must be unhappy..."
Jason said softly, "It's not your fault. We can go to the sea anytime. But birthdays only come once a year."
Hearing this, I sneered.
I ignored them and walked out.
Jason sensed something was wrong.
He stepped forward to stop me and said angrily, "You gonna ran away from home just because of this?"
When he saw my haggard face, he was stunned, "You've lost a lot of weight...."
I have had insomnia and dizziness recently.
I saw some concern in his eyes.
"I'll ask my assistant to free up some time next week so that I can take the two kids to see the ocean, okay?"
Next week?
Marty and Lucy had not a next week.
If only he could put even a little bit of the thought he put into Willow into his child,
he would not say such stupid things.
I slapped his outstretched hand away, "No need."