Heart's Moon: [Humph, now you see how great I am. Your wife isn't even worthy of comparing to me. She's so ugly. You use her as my substitute, lowering my standards.]
Chase: [Look at her, doesn't she look like a lunatic?]
The video's content was me, throwing things around during a manic episode, sitting on the floor and crying in distress.
With a thud, the phone fell to the ground. I tried hard to suppress the urge to rush in and kill Chase, trembling as I took out the medication I hadn't used for a year and swallowed it. After taking the medicine, I saw the tear-soaked report on the bed. When I got this report, I was despairing, but now I felt relieved.
I forced myself to calm down, used his account to add myself and forwarded his and the mistress's chat records to my account. After forwarding, I deleted the trace of his account adding mine. I accidentally saw a "Big Eye" app on his phone's interface, he had never played this before.
My intuition told me there would be a discovery if I opened it. Chase's account followed only one person. When I clicked on that person's profile, she had posted many details about her relationship. Last Saturday, she and her lover went to Bali, strolling hand in hand along the beach. In the photo, the man had a bite mark scar on the back of his hand, left from when I bit him during an episode to prevent myself from self-harm.
Last Saturday, Chase told me he had an important business trip and missed my father's birthday party because of it. On Wednesday, he claimed he had urgent work to handle and would stay late at the office. But that night, the mistress posted photos of her lover celebrating her birthday with a romantic candlelight dinner and a sweet night together.
That night, I had a sudden high fever and took a taxi alone to the hospital in the rain, not wanting to disturb his work. While I was getting an IV drip at the hospital, he was having an affair with another woman.
As I scrolled further, I discovered that most of the times Chase said he had business trips or urgent work, he was actually with this woman. They had been together for a year and I had been fooled by Chase for a year like an idiot.
The mistress's Instagram was filled with followers admiring their relationship and she responded with shy emojis. I sneered and put the phone back in its place.