Feeling the intense pain in my stomach, I suddenly felt a burst of fishy sweetness in my throat. Then I couldn't help spitting out a mouthful of blood.
When the pain subsided, I quickly got up and went to the bathroom to clean up.
Recently, my stomach ache had become more and more intense. Even the painkillers prescribed by the doctor had little effect.
My life should have been at the countdown period, so I should cherish the rest of my life even more.
After calmly cleaning up the house, I decided to have a good talk with Javion after he got up.
As for what happened yesterday, I didn't want to haggle over it.
After all, to a dying person, to be happy mattered the most.
"Let bygones be bygones! I just want to live a good life in the future."
After Javion woke up, he left in a hurry again.
This time, he even forgot to say goodbye to me before going to Julia's house.
He abandoned me again for Julia.
Suddenly, I felt a little sad.
It seemed that we had gone back to the time when Julia had lied to him and tricked him into going to her.
At that time, he ignored me for Julia's sake.
Thinking of everything that had happened before, I suddenly wondered if Julia was pretending to be sick again.
After all, in the past, she often used the excuse of being sick to make Javion take care of her.
When Javion came back again, it was already midnight.
He looked even more tired and listless than before.
I took out my stomach cancer test report and spread it out in front of him.
Javion looked at it suspiciously, asking, "What's this?"
Fearing that he would be called away by Julia again before I could tell her the truth, I quickly said, "I have cancer!"
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I fantasized about his reaction after knowing that I was sick, but I didn't expect him to be so calm.
At this time, I didn't notice anything wrong with him. Thinking of my illness, I couldn't help choking with sobs.
"The doctor said that I had one month left. Can you stay at home with me rather than go to Julia?"
He might think of me as someone selfish or willful!
At this moment, I just wanted my husband in front of me to accompany me through my last journey wholeheartedly.
Javion looked at me meaningfully.
"Robbie, I know you want me to stay at home with you, but you can't make up such a lame excuse to lie to me!"