Of course I was going to latch onto the one with the deepest pockets.

A plan was already taking shape in my mind.

Summer was nearly over, and I still showed no sign of getting ready for school.

My mother panicked.

She'd thought my threat to skip college was just talk. But when the first day of classes came and I was still lying in bed scrolling through my phone, she lost it.

She burst through my door and shoved a stack of cash into my hands.

"Cassie, you worked so hard to get into college. You can't just throw that away."

"Mom, you've got money. Why don't you go to school?"

I looked down at the bills in my hands. Roughly five thousand dollars.

Funny how she was always crying poor, when really she just never had money for me.

I kept the cash. I still didn't enroll.

For one thing, accounting wasn't what I wanted to study. For another, five grand wasn't going to cover four years of tuition.

And if my mother ran out of money again down the line, I'd be right back where I started, working to pay my own way.

I'd spent all of middle school and high school juggling work and classes. I was done with that life.

My plan was to work for a couple of years, save up enough so I'd never have to beg anyone for a cent, and then go back for an adult degree program on my own terms.

There was a food street right below our apartment, lined with cafés and snack shops.

I got a job making drinks at one of the cafés.

Business was good. By the time I got home, both my arms were shaking.

My mother's eyes were swollen from crying.

"Cassie..."

I cut her off. "What are you crying about? I turned out this way because you're a pushover. You insisted I take your name but couldn't give me a decent life to go with it."

"What have you even been doing all these years?"

Whatever she'd been about to say died in her throat.

Her lips trembled. "Cassie, why can't you understand? This is your father's fault..."

I rolled my eyes three times in a row.

"No, no, no. It's my fault. My fault for feeling sorry for you. My fault for taking your side. The second Dad wanted me to change my name, I should've done it even if someone held a knife to my throat."

"What good has the Sawyer name ever done me? I haven't had a single good day since I got stuck with it!"

"I could've had the same life as my brother."

I hated my mother. I hated her so much my teeth ached from clenching.