On New Year's Eve, Gerald's childhood friend ran me over, causing severe bleeding. I suffered from a blood clotting disorder and I didn't call Gerald for help in time.
Instead, I used all my strength to pull the pregnant heiress of a billionaire family, Alma Barren, out of the wreckage car and tended to my injuries in silence.
Why? Because in my previous life, when Gerald arrived at the scene, his first priority was saving his childhood friend, Joanne Clooney.
He said, "Eleanor, do you really think I'm stupid? Claiming to be pregnant to trick me? Don't forget, I'm an emergency doctor. Your blood loss is nothing compared to Joanne's. For years, I've put up with you, but don't push me too far!"
In the end, I and my child perished in the raging fire due to delayed rescue.
When I opened my eyes again, it was to see Joanne's ruthless glare through the windshield as she slammed her foot on the accelerator. She said, "Do you think you're worthy of carrying Gerald's child?"
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The collision force swept through my body like a tidal wave.
The memories of being burned alive flashed vividly before my eyes and I clutched my belly in terror as pain shot through me.
Enduring the agony, I managed to exit the vehicle and dragged Alma, who was stuck under her seat, out of the car with great effort.
Her face turned pale as she stared at her bloodstained coat, "Eleanor, please … save my child …"
Biting down on my tongue to stay conscious, I reassured her, "Don't worry, Miss Barren. I've learned some emergency care methods." I retrieved a first-aid kit from the car just as the sound of an approaching ambulance reached us.
To my surprise, the first person out of the ambulance was Gerald. It seems that, just like in my previous life, Joanne had called him in advance.
Seeing his familiar face stirred the painful memory of him walking away with Joanne as I burned to death. My stomach tensed in response. The cold wind cut into my skin like blades, intensifying the pain.
"Mr. Riverton! Eleanor is over here!" Gerald's apprentice hurried toward me with a stretcher.
Gerald's face darkened with fury as he glared at me, "Joanne was right, it was you!"
Just like in the previous life. He didn't know right from wrong and insisted that I had caused the accident on purpose. He also used all the emergency equipment on Joanne without caring about my safety.
This time, I didn't beg him to hear my side of the story. Instead, I grabbed Alma's phone, called her emergency contact and continued to perform first aid on both of us.
Since Alma's pregnancy began, her family had arranged a birthing team to be on standby 24/7. I just needed to hold on for another ten minutes until they arrived.
But as I treated the wounds, the movement pulled at my injuries, causing the bleeding to worsen.
Gerald's apprentice grew concerned, panting as he said, "Mr. Riverton, your wife seems to be pregnant and her bleeding is unusually severe!"
However, the other paramedics who had worked with Gerald longer sneered, "Eleanor, your preparations this time are impressive, you even managed to fool the newbie! Let's go, ignore her. She hogs public resources just to get Mr. Riverton's attention. This is her third stunt this week. Does she think the hospital was built for her?"
Even though I had anticipated such ridicule, my heart still tightened at their words. I knew Gerald didn't care about me, but I hadn't expected even his colleagues to treat me this way.
Thankfully, Alma, who had just regained consciousness, hadn't heard their mocking remarks. Through the crowd, she shouted to Gerald that I was pregnant and begged him to save me and my child.
I turned to look at Alma, tears welling up in my eyes. Even though she herself was at risk of losing her child, she chose to give up her own rescue opportunity for me.
Chapter 2In my previous life, Gerald's delay in initiating rescue caused Alma to perish alongside me in the fiery inferno. The guilt of it weighed heavily on my heart.
I pressed on with treating Alma's injuries and deliberately informed the paramedics of her identity, hoping they would allocate some rescue resources to her, out of respect for the Barren Family.
But all I got in return was scornful laughter, "Eleanor, impressive! You are roping in so many people to act for you, even bringing in the heiress of the Barren Family. Must've cost you a fortune!"
Gerald didn't believe me either. With a look of contempt, he said, "First, you wanted me to accompany you to the Barren Family's New Year dinner. Now, you're claiming to have been in the same car as Barren Family's heiress."
"Eleanor, do you ever tell the truth? And didn't we agree after marriage that there wouldn't be children? How could you possibly be pregnant?" After finishing his rant, he led the paramedics to tend to Joanne, who only had minor scrapes.
Finally, I understood why Gerald had been so adamant about not wanting children after our marriage. As if sensing my emotions, my belly tightened and I felt a slight fetal movement.
The blood flowing from my body intensified, quickly staining my legs and pooling beneath me.
Alma desperately called for help, but I stopped her. There was no point in asking Gerald.
The Barren Family was the wealthiest in Jade Harbour City, a level far beyond my reach. However, three years ago, my brother had donated his kidney to Alma's father on his deathbed.
From that moment on, the Barren Family invited me to their home every New Year. If Gerald had joined me just once, he would've realized I'd never lied to him.
But he didn't. After my brother's passing, he took Joanne back to the Riverton Family house every year for the New Year reunion. And I, his so-called wife, could only watch their cheerful family celebrations through Joanne's social media posts.
With an expression devoid of warmth, Gerald stared at me and Alma before speaking, "I said I was taking Joanne home for New Year's. Was that enough for you to justify ramming your car into hers?"
"I'm telling you, Eleanor, if anything happens to Joanne, I won't spare either of you!" He picked up Joanne and climbed into the ambulance, urging the driver to hurry to the hospital.
Just like my previous life, he didn't spare me a single glance as he left decisively.
The snowflakes falling from the sky landed on my hand, the icy chill seeping through my skin, numbing my body and heart.
As expected, regardless of the situation, Gerald's first choice was always Joanne.
"My God, her water broke! She's going into labor!" Someone in the crowd exclaimed in shock. Only then did I notice Alma's water had indeed broken.
Swallowing my sorrow, I knelt to support her neck and reassured her, "Miss Barren, I've studied midwifery during my hospital internship. If you trust me, I …"
Alma's pale face turned to me, pleading, "Save … my baby ..."
A sudden loud noise drew everyone's attention as gasoline began leaking from the wrecked car. Flames erupted from the back seat, casting an ominous glow in everyone's eyes.
The crowd scattered in panic, "The car's about to explode! Run! Get out of here! Don't just stand there watching, you'll be blown to bits!"
Alma trembled in fear but forcefully pushed me away, "Forget me, Eleanor. Go … just go!"
Dizzy from blood loss due to my coagulation disorder, my body felt weak. I pinched my thigh hard to steady myself temporarily and used all my strength to help Alma to her feet. Together, we staggered toward the nearby woods.
We had barely moved ten meters when a deafening explosion shook the air. The explosion's shockwave flung both of us half a meter away, landing hard on the frozen ground.
Chapter 3I hunched over, shielding Alma tightly with my body as I took out the emergency kit to help deliver her baby.
Kindhearted bystanders took off their padded coats, laying them on the snow as makeshift bedding and forming a human wall around us to shield us from the cold and the onlookers.
I lost track of time, but eventually, the sound of a baby crying filled the air. As cheers erupted around me, my vision went black and I collapsed onto the frostbitten grass.
Excited voices rang out, "She gave birth, it's a baby girl!"
"Oh my God, look at that woman's back, it's completely burnt from the fire. All the skin is gone."
"She's pregnant too! Looks like she's about four or five months along!"
Alma was sobbing uncontrollably, her voice choked with emotion, "Last time, your brother saved my father's life. And now, you've risked your life to save me and my child. Eleanor, how can Barren Family ever repay such a massive debt of gratitude?"
As the Barren Family's ambulance sped toward us, my strength finally gave out and I lost consciousness. When I woke up, I found myself in a VIP ward arranged by Alma.
The nurse changing my dressing informed me that the hospital had used up to 5,500 milliliters of blood to save me, dragging me back from death's door and managing to save my unborn child.
She comforted me, explaining that Alma was undergoing a full-body examination at the postpartum care center but would come to visit once she was finished.
Her eyes reddened with indignation as she asked, "Miss White, the ambulance arrived within five minutes. How could your injuries be so severe?"
"How did those paramedics ignore such massive blood loss? I'll report this to the director immediately. It's a disgrace to our hospital to have emergency responders like them!"
Hearing her words, an ache rose in my heart. Even a stranger like her, someone I'd only just met, was showing me genuine concern. Yet the man I shared my bed with could only mock me and accuse me of faking everything.
I pressed my lips together, they tasted bitter.
Seeing I wasn't responding, the nurse's expression was filled with sympathy. She promised not to let me down, reassuring me that she'd take good care of both me and my baby.
Her words brought a surge of warmth to my otherwise frozen heart. After the nurse left, I picked up my phone, preparing to contact a divorce lawyer.
Before I could make the call, the door to my hospital room swung open. Joanne entered with Gerald's arm around her. Her lowered eyes looked on the verge of tears as she said pitifully, "Eleanor, I know you don't like me, but why did you have to take my hospital room?"
Gerald immediately shielded her protectively, his cold eyes filled with anguish for her. His voice, commanding and icy, stabbed into my ears, "Eleanor, I don't have time to humor your theatrics. If it weren't for Joanne's kindness, you'd probably already be in jail. Hurry up and check yourself out of the hospital, give the room to Joanne."
Joanne's eyes brightened briefly, though she feigned selflessness and said generously, "Gerald, please don't argue with Eleanor because of me. I'll just go stay in an eight-person ward downstairs. It's okay, I can rest just fine.
She continued, "And don't hold it against Eleanor. If she really insists on involving the police, I'm willing to admit I'm at fault for the accident. I'll be fine, truly."
Gerald's frown deepened and his gaze grew colder, "Joanne, why are you always so kindhearted? Don't you realize Eleanor exploits this about you, bullying you time and again?"
"Eleanor, I'm warning you, if you don't discharge yourself today, we're getting a divorce!" This wasn't the first time Gerald had threatened me with divorce.
In my past life, I would have caved. I'd have listened to him and obediently made room for Joanne.
But now, I met his gaze steadily, unwavering and without any trace of emotion, "Fine, Gerald, let's divorce."
The room fell into a heavy silence. You could've heard a pin drop.
Chapter 4Gerald froze at my response, his face briefly showing disbelief before it hardened. Clenching his fists, he growled, "Eleanor, are you asking for it?"
Before I could reply, the sound of Joanne's sobbing filled the room. She placed a hand gently on my shoulder, feigning humility, "Eleanor, I really don't need the ward."
While speaking, she reached for the pendant necklace around my neck and tugged it hard.
At the same time, tears rolled down her cheeks and she murmured pitifully, "You and Gerald have come so far together. Please don't fight with him over me."
The pendant necklace snapped and fell to the ground. In my haste to retrieve it, I slipped off the hospital bed. Pain shot through my back as the stitches on my wound tore open again, the sensation akin to having my skin peeled away layer by layer.
But even so, I was too late. The ruby pendant necklace lay shattered into countless fragments on the floor, impossible to piece together.
My mother had died during childbirth and this pendant was my brother's way of wishing for my safety.
Alma had once said that in his final days, my brother's greatest wish was for me to live a peaceful life after marrying Gerald and to safely deliver my child.
To fulfill this, my brother had asked her to buy the pendant necklace and entrust it to me for protection. This pendant necklace had survived two car accidents, but now it lay broken by Joanne's hand.
Tears streamed from my eyes and my chest swelled with bitterness. Before I could fully voice my anger, Joanne leaned in and whispered chillingly into my ear, "Eleanor, you're really hard to kill, aren't you? Even car accidents won't do it."
"Not like your brother, one little nudge and he was gone. Did you know he was still coughing up blood at the end? And even then, he kept murmuring about the chicken soup he made for you." Her words sent tremors through my entire body.
Images of my brother's gentle smile and voice filled my mind, "Eleanor, the chicken soup's ready. I've put it in the fridge, be sure to eat it after work."
"Your health isn't great, you need proper nourishment. Don't worry about getting chubby, my sister Eleanor looks cutest with a bit of baby fat."
"Oh, and about your spicy cravings, store-bought ones aren't clean, so I made you a big batch of homemade ones. I put them in the lower-right cabinet by the dining table. Don't feel bad about eating them, okay? Just let me know when you're running out, I'll make more for you."
The pain seared through me as though I'd been doused in acid, burning away every part of me that still allowed me to breathe.
Consumed with rage, I struck Joanne across the face, "You are a murderer, Joanne!"
But before my hand could connect, she dramatically collapsed to the floor, clutching her face and gazing up at me with tear-filled eyes of shock, "Eleanor, I was only telling the truth. Why did you hit me?"
She began coughing weakly, her voice trembling as she said, "Gerald … my chest hurts so much … Is it because of the car accident? Cough … cough …"
Gerald rushed to cradle Joanne in his arms and stepped back as though I were some deranged monster, "Eleanor, are you insane? Why did you hit Joanne?"
"You drove into her car, occupied public resources and now you're even accusing her of being a murderer! How did you become so cruel and vicious?"
I stared blankly at Gerald. After knowing him for eight years, was this truly how he saw me?
The sight of the snow-covered world beyond the window suddenly reminded me of a New Year's Eve in my third year of college. That night, Gerald had searched tirelessly through half the city just to buy me a white dog-shaped hat I'd liked.
When he placed it on my head, his breathing was still labored from running. I had smacked his chest lightly, teary-eyed, "Idiot, was it really worth all that trouble in this freezing weather?"
He had stroked my hair, kissed my forehead and warmed my hands in his while replying softly, "It's worth it, Eleanor. Don't you see how perfectly it matches you?"
Then came the boom of fireworks exploding against the night sky. The dazzling lights illuminated the frost-covered trees, painting them in brilliant, colorful hues.
Chapter 5Gerald leaned in close, his voice dripping with sweetness as he said, "You're all just as kind and innocent."
The birds perched on the branches scattered at the sound of his voice. Snow fell from the trees, stripping the frost from the branches and leaving them bare and brittle against the stark white backdrop of winter. The boy from that New Year's Eve ... he was gone for good.
The shards of the broken pendant necklace dug into my palm, but I couldn't feel any pain.
"Gerald," I said, my voice trembling, "Joanne admitted to killing my brother. You were right here, didn't you hear her? And when she ran into me, causing me to bleed out while carrying your child, why won't you even check the dashcam footage to confirm the truth?"
Joanne's eyes widened in shock, tears welling up as she looked at me in disbelief, "Eleanor, what are you saying? You're ... carrying Gerald's child?"
Her lips quivered as she continued, the picture of heartbreak, "No wonder you've always disliked me. You must have feared that my presence would affect your relationship with Gerald."
"If that's the case, Eleanor, I'll book a flight abroad right now. I'll agree to the arranged marriage my parents have planned for me and I swear I'll never appear in front of Gerald again in this lifetime!" With a forlorn glance at Gerald, she reluctantly pulled out her phone and pretended to search for a flight.
"Joanne, stop this nonsense! There's no way Eleanor is pregnant with my child!" Gerald's voice broke, revealing a trace of panic.
He wiped away Joanne's tears and for the first time, his gaze turned menacing, a side of him I'd never seen before.
"If you don't believe me," he said coldly, "I'll open up Eleanor's womb right here and show you whether or not she's carrying a child."
I stared at him, utterly speechless. I could never have imagined that he would go to such lengths for Joanne. As he stepped toward me, his face serious and resolute, terror gripped me.
Holding my belly protectively, I backed away, "Gerald, what are you doing? This is against the law!"
Pain pierced through my abdomen. The blood that had only just stopped began to flow again. In my dazed state, I recalled our last Christmas in college.
Gerald had placed a Santa hat on my head, lovingly tapping my nose as he joked about us having several children in the future, so Christmas would feel more festive.
He'd said, "Eleanor, what if we name our first child 'Sean'? You look stunning today, I want to commemorate it."
"Sean ... Sean ..." The name surfaced in my thoughts and before I realized it, I had muttered it aloud.
For the first time in a while, my child stirred, kicking softly as if begging for help. A faint glimmer of hope softened my despair.
"Gerald, I'm not lying," I pleaded. "If you don't believe me, feel my belly ... Sean is kicking me ..."
"Eleanor, you never change. Don't blame me for being ruthless, then!" He grabbed my arm and started dragging me toward the operating room.
A nearby nurse stepped forward, alarmed, "Mr. Riverton, your wife is under special care as per Miss Barren's instructions. This doesn't seem appropriate ..."
She shouted, "Sir, please stop! What Eleanor said is true. Miss Barren was indeed in the same car as her. Miss Barren even had premature labor due to the crash. She's currently undergoing checks at the maternity center next door. Eleanor wasn't lying!"
Hearing this, Joanne's expression darkened, though her eyes glistened with mock sincerity.
Joanne approached me with red eyes and frowned, "Eleanor, I didn't think you'd stoop so low as to bribe Gerald's interns just to play along with your act. No wonder you managed to snag this VIP ward."
At her words, Gerald's face twisted with fury. "Eleanor," he roared, "bribing medical personnel is a serious crime! Do you realize that? If you don't stop this nonsense right now, it won't just be about opening you up to check for a pregnancy!"
Chapter 6The intern, pale as a ghost, stood firmly at the operating room door, no longer calling him "Mr. Riverton" and yelled, "Gerald, don't lose your mind! Eleanor is carrying your child, she's already five months along! And now you, her husband, want to cut her open? Are you trying to kill her?"
Gerald ignored the desperate words, slamming the operating room door shut behind him.
Through the gap, I heard the intern's urgent voice, "Gerald has lost it! Call the hospital director immediately!"
"No, call Miss Barren! Tell her that Gerald is about to perform a cesarean section on Eleanor!"
Driven by his determination to appease Joanne, Gerald didn't even bother to administer anesthesia. Grabbing a scalpel, he pressed it against my abdomen.
He said, "Eleanor, you brought this on yourself. If you hadn't deliberately run your car into Joanne, or spread lies about being pregnant with my child, would Joanne be heartbroken enough to leave the country and enter a marriage alliance?"
Fear overwhelmed me and tears mixed with sweat soaked my hospital gown, "Gerald, don't touch my stomach! I'm begging you, the child just kicked me, asking for help …"
I cried out, "We can divorce. Isn't that what you want? I swear I'll leave you and Joanne alone and I'll stay far away after we split. You'll never see me again! You can do whatever you want. I promise to stay away from you after the divorce and never appear in front of you again."
"Gerald, please … let's just get divorced ..." my pleaded is in vain.
The scalpel suddenly halted, hovering above my skin. Gerald frowned, a shadow of hesitation flashing across his face.
Joanne coughed lightly, her red-rimmed eyes turning toward me, "Eleanor, please don't quarrel with Gerald because of me. I'll book my flight and leave the country right away." She turned as if to leave, but Gerald stopped her.
Facing me again, any trace of doubt vanished from his expression, "Eleanor, this will only take ten minutes. If you're afraid of the blood, just close your eyes."
The harsh surgical lights cast deep shadows on Gerald's face, making him look more like a cold, unfeeling machine. Under Joanne's influence, he held the scalpel and methodically cut into my belly.
Warm liquid splattered onto my arms. To my surprise, I didn't feel any pain.
I didn't know how much time had passed before the operating room door was violently flung open.
The sharp crack of a slap echoed in the room, followed by the furious voice of the hospital director, "Gerald! What are you doing?"
With a loud clang, the scalpel fell to the floor. All the strength seemed to drain from Gerald's body as he slumped weakly against the operating table.
Staring in a daze at my opened abdomen, he stammered, "Director ... E-Eleanor's stomach ... how is there a child inside?"