His voice was low and angry. “Do you still think you’re a kid? That throwing a tantrum will get people to coddle you and clean up your mess?”
My vision was blurry, but his voice rang loud and clear. I wanted to respond—wanted to explain—but my throat was raw. The taste of blood and rust even clung to the back of it. No words came out.
He was wrong about me.
I’d never been the kind of girl who threw tantrums. Not once. I’d always been the type to make myself small, to please others, to keep the peace.
Funny, he was the one who once told me, “A girl with her own personality, who knows how to speak her mind, is so cool.”
But I guess that version of him only existed in my memories. The kind I seemed to be the only one holding onto.
“Regina,” he said coldly, “playing mute won’t get you anywhere. I taught you how to paint—I know exactly what you’re capable of. Twenty paintings in two months. If you can’t deliver, don’t blame me for being ruthless.”
I raised my head, still dizzy, wanting to ask what he meant—what exactly he’d do.
He saw through it instantly. “No need to guess. Whatever it is you fear most... it’ll happen.”
What did I fear most?
Then, my thoughts drifted back to that year I transferred to that elite school. I’d been bullied mercilessly and taken so many awful, degrading photos. Back then, I was too ashamed to tell anyone about it.
I feared those pictures getting out, feared my mom finding out and calling me a disgrace, an embarrassment she couldn’t afford.
She was always terrified I’d upset the Reynolds family and get us both thrown out.
And then there was my stepfather... He’d walk in on me changing, more than once. I was terrified of him.
Luckily, Darell had noticed something was off. He dug into it, found out everything, and dealt with it quietly. I still remember what he said after.
“Don’t be scared. I took care of it. Whatever you’re afraid of—I’ll handle it.”
So what exactly did he mean now, when he said I’d face my worst fears?
I didn’t want to guess anymore. It didn’t matter.
My mom was gone. My stepfather was living abroad. There was no one left here for me to be afraid of.
And me? I didn’t have much time left anyway.
Still, I looked him in the eye and hoarsely said, “I’ll do what I promised.”
That finally seemed to satisfy him. He gave a curt nod.